Monday, March 18, 2013

An Inspiring Teacher

This is an article that appeared in the Golden Jubilee Souvenir of my Alma mater Loyola School Trivandrum, Kerala sometime back * .

*In case you are not able to read from the photo scroll down for plain text of the same. 




It was after 5 years that I was going to meet Mrs Aleykutty Joseph, the teacher who had inspired me the most. She had made known to a lot of my friends, her desire to meet me, but due to some reason or other I couldn’t visit her. She welcomed me with her trademark stare, the fifteen year old in me awoke and my knees went weak. To tell you the truth my first reaction on seeing her was to run away. Her eyes melted and she said ”You were one of those students who called me mother. What took you so long to come and meet me my child?”. I went numb in my heart and didn’t know what to say. After the initial hiccup, we started to talk. She enquired about me, my family, and my work. We talked about our old days in Loyola and how our life had changed since then. I suddenly realised that whatever things happened in my life or around me in this world all these years didn’t matter to me at that moment. During the course of the conversation, I was the same old devoted pupil listening attentively to what my Teacher was saying. At that instant, I felt that she had always been close to my heart and the same was with her as well. To my misfortune, I found out that I was still very much scared and tongue tied in front of her, even though ten years had gone by since I had passed out of the class of which she was in charge of. Some things never change; it was worth seeing the look of astonishment in the faces of her grandchildren when I mentioned this. When it was time for me to leave she hugged me, I touched her feet and bid adieu.

As I was walking down the stairs I was very much overwhelmed and my eyes welled up with tears. I couldn’t explain what was happening to me then. That set on a train of thoughts in me. What made Mrs Aleykutty so special? What was it that made her leave an indelible mark in my life as well as in that of many others? First and foremost would be her dedication to what she was doing. To her, the 42 students of her class were her very own, no matter what. Her main aim was to see to it that every one of her students succeeded. For her there was no X or Y- all were the same. In her we saw a doting mother. It was not just about scoring marks, she also wanted us to evolve into well rounded individuals who were successful in all aspects of life. I believe that at some point or the other, every one of her students had received advice from Mrs Aleykutty on improving themselves, and how to be on the right track without losing focus of their ultimate goals.

If we guys start taking things too lightly, or didn’t take our work seriously, she would get very angry. It was this anger that each and every one of us feared the most. Without a doubt, most of you might me nodding in agreement. I remember once, when during a free period, all of us were creating a ruckus and wandering about in the corridor. We were waiting for our class leader to come back and announce it as a games period. Someone spotted Mrs Aleykutty at the end of the corridor, all hell broke loose and all of us scampered back to our respective benches and desks. It was evident from the look on her face that she wasn’t amused at all. She asked us if she were a Tiger or a Lion for all of us to react the way we just did, we didn’t have an answer to that and our class leader had a huge smile in his face. His joy, of course, was short lived because Mrs Aleykutty had given him a earful for not informing her about the free period.

Mrs Aleykutty had always been a strict disciplinarian and a hard taskmaster, which explains my apprehension I had felt at the beginning of our meeting. She had always appeared to me as a strong willed character, who at the same time was very loving and caring as well. She was a no-nonsense person and was always in control of all of us whenever she was in charge. That was exactly the reason why she commanded the respect and awe of a bunch of fifteen year olds who wouldn’t heed to anything at that time. In spite of all this, every single one of her students knew that behind this tough exterior, she was a concerned mother to all the 42 students in our class. In fact only later on in life did most of us realise the pains she took to make us all succeed.

She imbibed in us a strong value system and the importance of being humble. I remember once she said to me that you need to be a good human being first and the rest will follow. It was not as if she was just preaching but rather she showed it to us through her everyday life. But she was also, in all respect, tough as nails. Her strong work ethics and hardworking nature had touched us all. Whatever situation you put her into she always was on top of and in total control of it. That has been something that I have learnt from her and tried to emulate.

As we move forward in our journey of life, it is teachers like this, who inspire you to go the extra mile. The training that one receives in childhood is that which moulds and defines what that individual will turn out to be. I was fortunate enough to be under the tutelage of many teachers in Loyola who worked tirelessly day in day out to ensure that all of us came out in flying colours .I have also realised that being a teacher is not an easy task, it is one of the most toughest professions in the world .Though I have mentioned only Mrs Aleykutty in this article I take this opportunity to remember with gratitude all my teachers in Loyola who have played a vital role in the development of countless number of students like me . I would like to sign off by quoting Nikos Kazantzakis “Ideal teachers are those who use themselves as bridges over which they invite their students to cross, then having facilitated their crossing, joyfully collapse, encouraging them to create bridges of their own” 

The writer who belongs to the SSLC batch of 2001 is currently working for British Telecom (BT), Mumbai



Another article that appeared in the school magazine during my final year


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Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Random Blues

My heart is clear like that of a scarlet
Thoughts like a rainbow brighten my mind
A free bird I am now
No one to bother and no one to be bothered about


The charms of life had left me sometime back
Like a sparrow who leaves its mother’s nest
However through travails and difficulties
There was a charming lady who held my hand
Who shared the same responsibility as me
But never gave up,her persisitence pegged me on


From time to time by actions and by words
I knew I was doing a terrible job
But to leave the job half way through
Was most unmanly and unacceptable of me

And so I continued the way it was
Only to aggravate my pains
My image went down, my personality went down
My name went down , my fame went down
From a millionaire to a nomad
The distance was very small


But to carry on was a challenge
Which was what I did
With the spirit of a warrior, and the heart of a lion
I completed the job to my satisfaction


Now at the end of it, my heart fills with pleasure
I can stretch my wings and glide like an eagle
Allowing the strong wind to carry me
To a destination which only God knows

The Queen of the Abstract World

A bespectacled beauty with a disarming smile
Reigns over the mighty Abstract world
She communicates more with her silence than her words
And touches the soul of everyone she meets

Her blink if an eye makes you nervous
Her deadly stare chills your bones
Her fiery questions leave you with no answers
Her carefree attitude frightens your spirit

She nourishes her soul more than her body
And finds pleasure in solitude
The inner happiness that radiates in her face
Spreads to others through her smile

And so she continues to be as she is
To reign over the abstract world
Leaving behind people gasping
Thinking what is wrong with her

She is indeed the queen of the abstract world
In every sense and in every meaning
She navigates her way through the mighty crowd
Lost in her thoughts and busy with her work

So with her lovely soul and undying spirit
She makes her presence felt in this world
Her persistence and clarity of thought
Has surprised many including me

The Little Goldsmith

The ides of March
Have come but not gone
A year ago the poison left me
Because of the little goldsmith

Who wanted the best for me
She made me what I am
Just like a goldsmith moulds his wares
With a delicate touch and strong will

The mastercraftsman in her went to work
Purifying me to my bare spirits
To be or not to be was a question
But she never left my side

Now when her work is marvelled by others
Her masterpiece thinks of his creator
With a mighty heart and undying spirit
She set on her odyssey of moulding a gem

To pour out my hearts gratitude
What do I do to her
Live a life according to her core
Which was always a Herculean task for me

And so with a loving heart
I offer my little angel a small gift
My heart’s blood and soul’s prayer
Which would last as a monument of friendship

My Days of Solitude

The days are long
The nights are longer
I feel alone in a crowd
Isolated by my own doing


I presumed that I had many friends
Only to realise that it was only a dream
Now when I look around in desperation
There is no familiar face to give me comfort

A special one is not present in my life
At times the thought does haunt me
Twenty three years of living
Without striking a chord in anyone’s life

Is it because I am not good enough
Or is it because no one is good enough for me
Is it because of my nature
Or is it because no one cares

Everyone is busy whizzing past each other
To reach somewhere in the rat-race called life
But in the process they are missing something
Which has left an unfilled void in them

The fruits of love and companionship
The joy of sharing and expecting nothing
The experience of crying and being consoled by others
Which only life and only life can provide